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Megalomaniac

by chiaroscuro

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1.
too much love to give not enough of you to take it too much love to give it's not enough when did you become a megalomaniac like everyone else drop me in a jar dust me off like I'm a record on your shelf it was too cut and dry i'll ask; you won't reply empty apartment please let me in drive me up the wall the city rooftops know they'll plunge me into hell trudging through the snow; you were around the corner but it's not like I could tell scrape the sky, out of control it's like I swallowed a mountain whole double exposure I'm here nor there
2.
well i finished the game but you didn't ask me to play i'd turn around but we're headed the same way i fucked up again it's a little hard to explain i look back now; i could've sworn you felt the same and you're running away but i couldn't ask you to blame yourself for all the ways i've blown your mind and you'll come back for more i won't ask you to stay but you will, i know you will for your own gain you are bending all the rules i know you'd trace a fool to what i'd do well i'll cut to the chase i can hardly sit still i'm stuck inside this box against my will and i keep drawing these stars so i can fill up the space but i can't wait to get the hell out of this place and i won't ask you for much but i'll ask you for this will you come with me and leave the world behind but it's just for awhile and there's really no rush we could leave right now if you wanted; i insist
3.
i know you'd run away if i asked you to leave so i never will; i'll never let you see the side of me i left unhinged i'm broken down since you let me in i talk to myself almost every day i've bitten my tongue i don't mean to hate i'm tired i'm trapped in this body don't let me ruin you i'm sinking i'm trapped in this moment don't let me ruin you
4.
i'd hate to be the one to tell you you're losing your way i know it's been months and you haven't decided to stay i'm thrashing about in my sleep; i'm wasting away but baby it's fine you can't hide behind your convictions; they won't set you free i wish you'd come back; you're everything i want you to be when you find you're lost and distraught i won't ask you to leave but baby it's fine you know i won't have it i'll drown in your static for life i know there's a place in your heart to wreak havoc tonight the silicone love that we had will never be true the hole in my head just gets bigger when i confront you your voice was so lonely and vibrant when you were around and it's a rare sight to find you with your feet on the ground you're picking the leaves from my hair and your heartbeat is sound but baby it's fine all the time you've convinced me you're here where the hell are you now you soul's in the clouds you're ignoring the noise from the crowd i need to hear something frank and sincere from your song been neglecting my soul and abusing my lungs for too long
5.
do you remember the last time you fell in love do you remember if it was with me you can tell me the truth i wish you didn't worry are you sleeping enough i know i'm not there you know i'm not here but i wish you didn't worry do you remember the first time you saw the stars i can't remember the last time i saw the stars if i'm being honest i'll trade all my things for a map while you sleep our hands overlap the crack in your spine that showed up when you opened your heart to the fickle is one to match mine but i'll drive until we forget do you expect me to be alright after two years of grinding my teeth and saying goodnight i can't just dwell on the last times we were kicking up dust or missing a train ignoring advice the morning is here and the morning will stay and i won't have it any other way until the sun crashes down and the clouds block the stars and you aren't leaning on my chest any longer the pressure on my chest is replaced with this pain and i run from the woods as it starts to rain but the ranger will stop me anyway even though i've only knelt down to capture the feeling i won't ask you for much but i'll ask you for this i love you enough to remember the kiss you left on my forehead when i lost someone close and i wish i could return it to you with that assurance so i'm sorry for the moon and i'm sorry for the stars and i'm sorry for the planes and the trains and the cars that have crossed you or passed you or left you in the dust but you must know that i never will

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all five of these tracks were recorded in my tiny philadelphia studio apartment with a guitar, a bass, and a dinky interface.

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released March 11, 2017

katie morris

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chiaroscuro Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

experimental music recorded in a beach house garage


all music written, recorded, & produced by katie morris under the name "chiaroscuro"- an effect of contrasted light and shadow in photography created by uneven light. ... more

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